I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,

Sunday, August 28, 2005

ive never felt like this before. all the things around me are something like fitting into its place. can this be a good thing?!. ben now is in choir. issit because of me that he changed?. haii. then amanda. she the one i love so much. i think is coming to like me. can this be? if it actuali is true. ill never ever forget this. amanda. is all i ever wanted. i dunt think ben is anymore. he isnt doing anything. to make me. feel for him. i guess ive kinda lost the feeling for him. but for amanda. im kinda still have . even though we are not talking. i still look forward to see her. although im playing hard to get sometimes. but isnt that the way. notice heer when shes not noticing you. hahaa. orh wells. my fone money is running low. and ash msged me alot. and im not replying. haii. wad to do. i can reply. doi have a choice? well. i guess no one will find about this secret blog of mine. unless one day they come across it. that will be the end of my life i hope!. yea im off. i still love you. and i found your blog! haha. i cant belive it! im so glad!did you actuali go overseas without telling me?! how could you. at least tell the ppl round you man. im so sad. yet im still happy for you!. haha. im off. hopw you find this blog of mine. till then. im gone. love you loads.

twenty-three rows behind you

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