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GRISELDA JOHN PATRICK
The Sixteenth of the Twelfth month
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Saturday, June 30, 2007


so today would be my 10th month in waiting for you. but hey! im sick of waiting for you, you hear me? its just so fucking irritating to have to care about you, when you dont give a fuck about me! so i've packed a change of clothes. i'm moving on finally. but there'll always be this small little part of me that will never forget all the memories we had, be it good or bad. the odds are against us. we dont fit. it's just.. not right?but you know what? i'ld be angry if one day, after your o's you start coming up to me and talking to me as though nothing really happen.

well leaving that all behind, there's this another girl, that took my heart before i could take her's. it was the first time i met her that i felt this way. at many times, i told myself that i could like you because then my feelings for rose would clash with the one's of you. but i couldn't help myself. i've started to like you. and im not really sure of that myself but yes. its been a month++ since i've known you! and we're doing fine. that kiss you gave me the other time meant alot. but the kiss you gave me today, was amazing. i gave you a few back too! i wont forget. i'm so glad to have met you. really. i'm so glad to have met priya too! and amanda, although we're not really talking now and all. i dont know of my feelings for you yet, star, but i know one thing, and that is that we'll never be.
you're straight.
you like this guy.
you dreamt of him.
but this guy and you dont speak alot.
but you still like him.
and you're not really sure if he likes you.

and i love you.
and you say you love me too( i dont know if you meant it or not).
and you gave me a kiss.
and you make me smile everytime.
and you flood my inbox.
and you make me think of evry possible senario's
and you make me crazy.
you make me think
you make me dream
you make me wonder

i can't stop thinking of you. i cant wait for next saturday to see you again. i hope you lose a bet tomorrow so that i can win a kiss! from you. today is the day, i plege that i'll never like rose again.

twenty-three rows behind you

10:38 PM