I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,

Monday, November 19, 2007

Last year,
I'll never forget.
I shot you down and slammed the door.
I'm sorry.
I've always regretted that moment, always.

I know if you read this
you would tell me words exactly like you said a year back.
You would tell me to move on.
You would say that us being friends was great.
And that this was just enough.
Would there be something else you would add?

I never move on.
As much as I tried, I never moved on.
Why is that so?

I'll never see you again.
From the start,
I always told myself that there was time,
enough time for me to make things ok again.
I guess i took too long to make it right.
So now,
I pray for time.
and I pray to see you once more.
Just once more and never again would even do.

You made me happy.
You made me feel things I haven't felt before.
Even what I'm feeling now is new.
Is this the feeling of me missing you?
Or is this the feeling of me wishing you all the best for the future ahead?
If it is,
then why am I crying?

This feels more like goodbye.
Is this it?

Please stay sweet my dear.
Till I see you again,
take care.

Love, Me.

twenty-three rows behind you

6:28 PM