I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

knowing i still hurt you, even when we're apart.
fighting with you on a day that means the world to me.
having to spend a day without you.
waiting for your text only to find you angry at me.
when my calls dont get through and i cry alone remembering your voice over the phone.
having no one understand me like you do anymore.
that sucks you know?

i want to disappear from you.
you dont need me anymore. how many times must these words pierce me?
friends friends friends.
):
i want you to be happy
will you understand?
that i love you so much?
that i cant bare to see you with someone else when its not me?
that i dont want to go a single day without you but i have to force myself to
because i can never make you happy?
that i dont want you to give up because i never did?
will you understand?
):
i miss you

twenty-three rows behind you

1:07 AM